Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Herbal Tea Blood Test

In a Relationship


The beginning of a relationship brings us that we should put aside an unconscious selfishness. Previously, only think about ourselves and meeting our needs. The time and the years teach us that we must share with anyone what we are and how little or much we have. And that course is precisely that I'm doing. I have to understand and assimilate the fact of being with someone I should be to leave aside my selfish and personal thoughts and attitudes. That I'm learning from Oskar. My mind and attitude are taking me to turn around 180 degrees. Oskar, is looking after me. Want to know what happens to me and in fact I consider all their daily experiences since up until the day ends. So I have to change my mentality. I am not well. I've never been and I'm faced with a challenge that should allow me also be very honest in this relationship if you want her last. Otherwise I will be hard to sustain with Oskar, my child's behavior cocky and conceited. So far so good and apparently Oskar feels very good to me. From the first time, there has been not a single reproach and that means that we are living a special moment of happiness. Most curious of all this is happening, is that he never talked to Oskar that we would be partners or we were dating or something. Tacitly assume that the two relationship and so we're taking, no need for if there was a specific request to be legalized as a couple. However, I think, is the product of the need we had the two to integrate and find in each emotional absences had. So I think that was a beginning that will lead us to spend special moments in our lives. The only lunar, for now, is that both Oskar and I led a double life. To friends and family is a consummate hetero, but his inner self is like mine, where our inclinations, tastes and desires are different from the one shown to the people around us. But here, there is nothing to do and we must wait until they have endured hiding our relationship.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Kundli Effect In Life



I leaned into the tree. And Oskar approaches. She hugs me and puts me firmly stuck to it. I hugged him around the waist and too squeeze hard against me. We bring our faces. We look for the lips of the other and we started to kiss. He with his tongue ran my mouth. I less experienced, sucking her lower lip. The did it with my superior. As our hands caressed the other's back. My body felt tremors deep. I felt my skin prickle and my legs were shaking. By contrast perceived, Oskar was safer than I did. I will not deny that I was discovering something totally new for me was the complete awakening of my senses. We together, united, my eyes closed, Oskar too. No need to talk. We started the trip estragaláctico most important of our lives. The tree had been down and we delivered to our enjoyment, we had not noticed the event. Oskar began to slide his hand, trying to find a way to find an open path to caress. I instantly removed from the shirt from behind and achieves direct contact with my skin. And released from the T-shirt out the other side and also with the two warm hands, begins simultaneously caress my back. For me put my hand on her neck and I petted. I have it the other resting on his back. The feeling is mutual. We noticed, by the movement of our bodies, we're excited. I put my leg between the legs of Oskar and started a movement that feeds more our excitement. No need to touch, no need to take only a slight movement and we are reaching mutual glory, complete ecstasy. In those 20 minutes were as you enjoy and believe me, as I had never enjoyed anything. I did not think that these pleasures were so exquisite and unless Oskar would be the first person to give me this fantastic opportunity to awaken fully to the world of shared taste. Upon completion, we fix the clothes and messy hair and leave the place in the same place we entered. Still the same people at the park. Oskar is always by my side. And I was happy because I knew how much fun it can be the company of someone, who want to start. I began to experience new things. To discover other and understand the joy of love. We said goodbye and stayed to talk on the phone later.
I came to my house and did my homework. But the overwrought betrayed that something had happened. I felt good in anything. Everything was quiet when at 8 and 30 pm Oskar spoke again. Is a person I like, I like. I feel good about it. I understand and I are teaching to discover what my age was not found and maybe gives me peace, it apparently is honest with me and I appreciate that very much.

Friday, March 20, 2009

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A first kiss in a forest in China ...


nothing happened that day more. Short sentences and simple hints mild and harmless. The next day in the afternoon we met in the chat. We talk about the film that had happened on stage etc leg touches. But everything was left as a joke and two-way feedback. We agreed that the next day we would be in a place not too close to our homes. For me things were becoming very exciting. Meet in secret is charm. It's something that involves danger, risk and I can take the unknown land. So no problem accepting and set up time of 4 pm for our furtive meeting. So when the time was that we were on the site we had established. That afternoon I saw splendid. His broad smile and always, beautiful bright eyes. Greetings. Short words and short comments. We went to a cafe we \u200b\u200bgas. We left there and headed to a dead little traffic. In these I take the two arms and to me about it, squeezing a bit and tells me in a very loving:
O: I want a kiss from you ..
Y: You're crazy! Here's impossible! There People!
O: That does not matter
And Unto thee not, but I do. How about someone and go see these?
O: Well, they care who knows of one. Ever know that it matters now?
Y: A I do care. I do not want to know and gossiping tongues unless they're bringing stories of things we do not agree.
O: But .. We are far from the houses that are in danger?
Y: Everyone!
As I unhook me and I left before Oskar, who do not try anything to stop me. A few steps, I reached out and placed his right hand on my left shoulder and says,
O. Forgive me?
Y: Yes, but do not try again .. We both laughed and we walked. Within minutes, we reached a site that is known as the Wetland of Córdoba. It is an area protected by environmental authorities as it is a must for migratory birds coming from the south of the continent in search of better climates for procreation. We stopped, the evening was cold. Threatened rain (as always in Bogotá) and spent some time walking along the sides of a tennis court. There were two adults to exercise. And a couple played tennis. The silence was total, broken only by the thump of the ball with the sand and then with the racket. Be heard if the songs of birds and the movement of trees caused by wind and further south, they form a small forest, which is not very thick, but if you allow someone could hide in some sectors and avoid being seen. Was circumstantial arrival at the grove. I know that Oskar did not premeditated, me neither. Instinctively, we approached the forest. We were next to each other. As soon hand over the place and I did not see anyone, and surely no one saw us, walked a little faster, almost running to hide in a place wet, cold, but beautiful. Which children begin to play hide and seek. The front and I behind, or vice versa. We hid behind the trunks of trees. We just laughed. It was a new fun we had found. Different voices are not heard to ours and our laughter. Tired of running around with their shoes full of mud and leaves, we stopped under the shade of a leafy eucalyptus.
There was no other choice, was our first close and we would be allowed into an important sensory communication.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

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Oskar
The issue remains a priority with me. It is the first time I feel that things can get a very good term and I do not want to be me, who will interfere. On the contrary, I put everything within reach so that both can walk safely in a matter as delicate as that of relations same-gender. I can not say that Oskar was not careful about this. On the contrary, I think it is he who has taken charge of this relationship and I will be carrying and is guiding me. He says he does not have much experience in these things, but I see that you do so honestly and I'm letting go by. At our second meeting, the invitation was very curious. Go to the movies. Just the winning films of Oskar (of others lol) was in theaters and it was worth going to see anyone. He told me that I chose and tilt by "Slumdog Millionaire" if he won many awards for something serious. Honestly had not crossed my mind, get to film with Oskar but the plan was seductive. We are outside the mall and when we were face to face, I could see again in her bright eyes and the smile that was a sign of mischief. It was something special. I like, again, the feeling I get from being so close to him. We entered the theater, we took in the central part of the first level, but well behind. The capacity was just over half to the public, but in the row where we did not had more than 4 partners. After locating and properly seated and taking advantage of the light was still on, I got curious to look at his crotch. It was my first blatant and abusive sexual attitude I had with him, but truth is that they usually I, with my surroundings. I do not know why, but I'm curious and I also produce much morbidity, thinking if they shout or not, or which side will the poor prisoner, hehe. So far looking through the pretense and say 'tail of the eye ", I ventured to look at him. Wearing jeans was not very tight, but certainly the position of the legs at the joints and tight, let see that the man is as gifted. Only it a few seconds to remove my eyes and follow what we were talking. The lights, two or three trailers of upcoming releases and started the tape. All went well, passed normal. I liked the movie. I was lying comfortably in the saddle and my legs with their knees touching the back of the chair opposite. He was more or less the same position. My hands were crossed on his chest. Were those of the same. From time to time he rearranges in the chair right hand out and placed on top of my left leg. I look at it, but he is still eyeing the screen. Then he let his hand still there. I liked it, but in a stimulating got an erection and that makes me uncomfortable, but if I'm in a public place. I did nothing, he rose his hand and mementos, not so much up there, but while the thigh and other times down. After a while take it off. And again and folded his arms. Approached to the right side and left him approached me and his hand under mine looking that I was a little below the armpit. Always kept his arms crossed. When found mine, touched, caressed and intertwines his fingers with mine and so we were until I finish the tape. With credit, turned on the light and they were all out. We sat there waiting to come out more people. At the end we stood up and left. We were the last to leave the room. I went forward and backwards. When I feel that inserts his hand in the back pocket of my pants and says,
O: What a great movie ... you like?
Y: Yes, of course, was good ...
her hand bag and left the theater. We in a shopping center, located on Calle 26 (Grand Station) where service is not Transmilenio (mass transit service with buses giants) and take a bus to take us out of there to get to a place near our house. Sitting back in the minivan, and touched her leg again, but this time, pressed and left his hand resting there for a few minutes. When he realized that someone was going to board the bus, the withdrawal. Nothing else happened. We reached the place to where we were and we got out. When we were on the sidewalk to me and said almost to a whisper:
O: I like ...
Y: And you to me ...

Monday, March 16, 2009

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I Like I love you ...! Meeting 3




The days kept passing and the routine of my life little or no change, except that my mind was more focused on the figure of Oskar than anything else. I started to feel the desperation of a communication that never came. The phone rang and as soon as you hear my heart rate accelerated and the desire to realize the point of talking to Oskar, I felt the mood enough to answer the ringing. Several times that joy faded because it was the voice I expected to find the other side of the line. But when that time arrived, the acceleration and the taste became nervous and talked things without much sense. What an idiot my behavior. But is that finally someone in the flesh, a real person, I was shaking the floor. Our daily phone conversations were limited to knowledge of how they were our activities, we had done that day or the night before. It was a routine that only sought to find more things in common apart from ourselves and that eventually would have to be part of our budding friendship. I could not anticipate if, suddenly, this would lead to something else. Without doubt, we were in a normal process of growing our friendship. In one of those calls, I was surprised when at the end of it and using a lower pitch but perfectly audible, Oskar dared to launch this sentence, sometimes compromising, but full of meaning: Te Quiero. To this very spontaneous and I replied: Me too.
was the gag to be sure to understand, for where would our relationship. Sure, it is logical that there are various forms of love. I love many people and I really, outside of my family. I want friends who are dear to me and who never expect a rebuke by saying that I love. But the sense, as Oskar said it was totally different and so was my response. We started up the stairs of a strengthening relationship that was slowly but surely.

Monday, March 9, 2009

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We walked without apparent goal. It seemed that neither was very clear where we were going and what course would take our conversation.
Y: But you what you want to be finalized this appointment?
O: I wanted to know who was talking on the chat.
Y: Only that?
O: Ps ... you also know that litter plan.
Y: Ah I understand. And where are we going?
O: I have no destination. You'd like to do.
And I do not know. There is nothing planned. Also you know we can not be until late in the street or in public places because it is the problem.
O: Yes I know.
enters the race 15 to 116. And would be at 7 tonight. It was cold and was running quite breeze. We took the race 15 north. We went to the mall which is located more or less than 10 blocks from where we were. Unicentro is his name and is a good meeting place. Is huge and the number of people out there circulating, it enables the individual presence of people go unnoticed. We walked for its large pedestrian areas, without entering the heart itself. Oskar
stops and stands right in front of me. Open your shiny eyes and says,
O: I think we made very good friends ... and suddenly to something else. Among
nervous scared and excited I replied: Yes, I think. You're a special person and I really feel good on your side.
O. I have the same feeling.
I take the arms and pressed me hard, but separated. In other circumstances and other location I am able to give you a kiss on the mouth. Or just on the cheek. Honestly say, that was an emotional moment. For the first time I contemplate carefully. Her face is very expressive. His eyes sparkle, his teeth are perfect, her lips are very appealing and well delineated, without being coarse, not female. Are just right. His dark brown hair a little messed up by the wind, but natural, gel or conditioner. Its texture is thinner that thick, but feels strength in his muscles. On the trousers he wore could not assert that his front and back are good (which is described as coarse lol) but that will work for future meetings. Her dress is very casual, very well combined. The lad has style.
After that jolt, we walked next to each other. We speak when we have our inclinations, how it happened, how it happened and what happened. The homophobic remarks from his family and not as homophobic but very conservative mine. Of our brothers, our fathers, to our environment. We conclude that rather live separately. Are not very close to our homes, but belong to the same social stratum. His parents, like mine, are independent professionals, who have the same occupation and manage their time and their space in the same places. I think we both stayed perfectly aware of the most obvious aspects of our lives. Without delving much into our sexual desires. It was a comforting
meeting was very important for us individually and understand what could be a possible relationship. We exchanged phone numbers and we agreed that we would meet again in 2 or 3 days to continue in this process of mutual understanding. We said goodbye with a hug, which made me feel other new sensations and each went to his house.

Back to mine, I could out of my mind, the eyes of Oskar. Is a deep look, which has impacted me. It would seem that with their eyes inserted deep inside me and research everything. Want to read my thoughts. Want to know everything about me. Very fast and that distresses me, although I understand that is normal. One in a situation like this you want to have all the answers relating to another person. Although I am not well. I'm more cautious, more prudent, I like to go slowly, not wrong. Coming to my house, as it was Friday and my parents were not take a ride to where the ls and put classical music during a half hour or hour and doze. Then I went to sleep, hoping that good things will come next to Oskar. I wish I was not wrong.

Friday, March 6, 2009

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After the cold greeting, which was accompanied by a handshake, he invited me to sit. I tell you something that never happened to me. When we shook hands, I felt a kind of stream that ran through my body, an electrical force that jerked me and I noticed that too. Fails to explain that it was but it happened. Once in the chair, I spend a few seconds to stare at him; wanted to analyze. His hazel eyes very bright and expressive. The bushy eyebrows, to the point that nearly married cona one another, but very well proportioned. A perfect smile. Her hair from dark brown and black, contrasted with a light-colored skin clean, but still with the aftermath of a great sun holiday. I think that while I was watching him carefully did the same with me. Scanned my face and hands fidgeted. Of course the same happened to me. The first impression I had of him, was a handsome boy, of a stature similar to mine, not robust, but well proportioned. Age appeared to be less that I had said I had. We ordered a combination of vanilla ice cream, rum raisin and strawberry for me mandarin easy for him. And now ...? That situation so uncomfortable! Everyone expected the other to break the ice and start the dialogue. Two scoops of ice cream and finally end the tension:
O: And how have you been?
Y: Well ... a little nervous, but ...
O: Haha I am just quiet, but the final step and the hardest ...
Y: Yes, thankfully ... lol
O: And when you walk What will you do ...?
Y: I just came to meet you and nothing else, then I'm home, I think ..
O: Ok ... I like
Me: Yes ...
Another long silence. My hands were sweating and Arato as I felt my pulse was altered. But I had to show safety and not let that nervousness was unfounded perceived by my interlocutor.
Y: And you went you okay now?
O: If everything is passed ... I'm fine.
Y: If that is seen in the distance. We both laughed celebrating a bad joke. We eat ice cream and only between monosyllables and silly questions, he continued our dialogue. Nothing important. And the worst was over. 20 minutes had elapsed. We had finished the ice cream. And that was? Oskar stood up and said let's go from here. He approached the box to cancel and then I saw it in all its dimensions. Really, the very serious young man was very good physical and paints (figure). We left the place and took the 116 looking eastward Carrera 15. And about this was our dialogue:
O: You know, I imagined more softly. But these almost equal to me. Furthermore, these really beautiful (and you too, I thought) What do we do? Where are we going?
Y: I do not know what causes you?
O: Nothing special, just walk and talk.
Y: Ok, fine.
O: And you really are gay? Or are you in the ways of the confusion?
Y: Gay if I am, I think there is more no0 doubt about that. And you?
O: Ps, really more like I'm Bisexual. But in recent months has given me more to know, boys than girls. I can not seem to have something hidden. Something delightful that catches my eye and I stay up late.
Y: Jajaja and what is so charming?
O: It seems very intriguing to know that a guy thinks about his sexuality and more exciting to know your reactions about the behavior of men.
And this why? This as a means crazy (crazy).
Y: Oh and you want to know about these reactions?
O: I'm very intrigued. And I wonder if we suddenly feel the same curiosity as myself. YY
what kind of curiosity?
O: Haha then I'll tell you mine lol bullshit.
Y: Ok ... as you want.
O: Hey, you know that you like me?
Y: Why? We do not know.
O: I dunno, but there are good vibes to you and I pleased.
Y: Ah thanks!
O: I also fall super ..
Y: But you're not convinced jajajaj
O: Haha
Here I was the stupidest kind of world. Both wanted, dreaming, not sleeping, thinking and when the time was not playing. Too bad it was. This Pipe was on the wrong path. Would have to straighten it or lose the opportunity she was presenting.


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

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Encounter Encounter ...


Thereafter anxiety gripped me, I would be face to face with the elusive Oskar. It was great news but it was at the same time, the biggest challenge of my life. From there every evening he connected on msn and talked of many things. Our expectations, our hopes, our life projects. Love, heartache, likes and dislikes. The knowledge that we have of us was, I believe that completely. Even our manner of dress and taste of the palate in culinary matters. Had rarely been so aware of someone's life as I was in this short session to Oskar. The illusion is coming over me. I would finally find the right person to help me discover so many things in life and that for obvious reasons were those slumbering in the most secret of me. It was a crash course that I take one at a time predetermined steps that would follow from the time we were together. The week progressed and the day is approaching zero. On Thursday, the eve of our long-awaited meeting, we established that the time and was very adequate. That was better late, also because I had a school that allowed me to be so early to the appointment. So the 6 pm was an appropriate time. You can imagine the tension on the eve of our meeting?
not give details, but it was something I never want to live. It is very complicated and difficult to explain. I think many of our dear readers and will have happened and therefore not worth recount.
The day came. As a harbinger of what could spend the late afternoon, the sun was radiant, as rarely in recent months. A completely clear blue sky. These sunny days have always been inspired by beautiful things and certainly my meeting with Oskar would be a beautiful thing. The morning passed, lunch, afternoon and began the anxiety of knowing that would happen, the minutes were made eternal. But the hour drew nigh and then I was going the opposite phenomenon: it stops the clock. Definitely, so are human beings, when we want something we wanted to happen soon, but when we are focused on going to happen, we want to retreat.
At 5 and 30 pm I thought about not going to appointment. Whatever. Total does not know me and then I can give any lie and accept it safe. But my internist said, do not miss this opportunity, which may be the only and then this other person is not interested in establishing contact with me.
My house is relatively close to the site of the encounter. Walk do not spend more than 20 minutes. Then I quickly shower and change clothes me. I dressed normal: jeans, white sneakers, a blue polo shirt and a jean jacket. Among very sporty and casual, but keeping a good appearance. I remembered the saying that says "Love also enters the eye." I organize hair, fingernails and put on a little cologne. Very discreet not to fill the rooms of my aroma.
take 15 minutes to 6 pm I left my house, heading to the meeting site. My legs were trembling. My hands were shaking and I felt the speed of the pulse of my heart. That was bouncing out. Until I got to pee ... So silly, but it was the ingenuity and uncertainty of what was about to happen. Lucky I could leave my house without having to explain, because there was nobody. My mom was not there and my brother was in high school elective classes. Missing 10 for 6 and was still a bit away from the rendezvous. Lighten step. By good weather was clear. No dusk and that they would already be at 6 pm. A few minutes was on my anticipated meeting. 5 for the 6 missing was coming to Avenue 19 116. Was less than 4 blocks from our meeting. I still had the option to return and say goodbye to this appointment. I stopped waiting for traffic lights change, facing a bank branch. "I go or stay? It is cowardly to run away, had ever heard. And I said: What the fuck! Pa Lante, like the elephant ... Nice way to give me value hehe. Change traffic lights to green and went on my way. He was left on the platform, from west to east. Reached the expected time in the almost 17 years of existence. Missing 2 minutes 6. I felt the wet shirt sweat, for the walk. You're almost there, was a few steps from the ice cream, which has a place with tables outside and covered with a tent and a smaller one inside. When I put my foot at the entrance, there was only one person sitting. He had a light blue shirt and yellow diver neck. Longer than short hair. I was sitting sideways, meaning that if someone entered the site this person had a full picture of who came. I stood at the entrance and that person looked up to see me.
Hello, you Oskar? You
Pipe?